Crush what?
Hey. I'm currently listening to yellow hearts from Ant Saunders. Not bad.
I dont have crush on anyone rn. Im freakin serious. No doubt, no second thoughts and tbh i dont feel shock at all. Ofc ive been at that dont-have-anyone-to-like-state a few times. But as for this time, it feels real. I mean i really have no one to be crushed on. Nobody. If u ask any of my friends, they sure will be saying "dont trust her yada yada yada". Ya i completely agree with them at THAT MOMENT but as for now it totally different.
When i was in high school, i did have crush on a number of guys. From the most fierce senior to a completely weird junior, they all should feel lucky to be on my CrUSh LisT. Huh, idk when i think bout them, i just cannot feel anything. No familiar nervousness or the butterfly in my stomach thingy. Only memories. Sweeet memories for sure.
I have no idea why suddenly most of my friends have their own partner. Is it a post-spm tradition?? idk. Seriously. Sometimes i do feel lil bit of jealousy, but thats all. Just secretly hoping someone would fall in love with me and confess to me when hes ready. Weirdly, i just dont give a lot of damn bout this thing, this is completely totally different when i was in my high school years. Time to move on, right? Hahaha. Or this is a sign of loneliness?
Weh damn it. When i was writing the 'loneliness' word, at the same time the song (Thutmose-Ambience) that i am listening to also say that word. Oh, I am that lonely huh?
Thats all. So to guys out there, step up your game.
I dont have crush on anyone rn. Im freakin serious. No doubt, no second thoughts and tbh i dont feel shock at all. Ofc ive been at that dont-have-anyone-to-like-state a few times. But as for this time, it feels real. I mean i really have no one to be crushed on. Nobody. If u ask any of my friends, they sure will be saying "dont trust her yada yada yada". Ya i completely agree with them at THAT MOMENT but as for now it totally different.
When i was in high school, i did have crush on a number of guys. From the most fierce senior to a completely weird junior, they all should feel lucky to be on my CrUSh LisT. Huh, idk when i think bout them, i just cannot feel anything. No familiar nervousness or the butterfly in my stomach thingy. Only memories. Sweeet memories for sure.
I have no idea why suddenly most of my friends have their own partner. Is it a post-spm tradition?? idk. Seriously. Sometimes i do feel lil bit of jealousy, but thats all. Just secretly hoping someone would fall in love with me and confess to me when hes ready. Weirdly, i just dont give a lot of damn bout this thing, this is completely totally different when i was in my high school years. Time to move on, right? Hahaha. Or this is a sign of loneliness?
Weh damn it. When i was writing the 'loneliness' word, at the same time the song (Thutmose-Ambience) that i am listening to also say that word. Oh, I am that lonely huh?
Thats all. So to guys out there, step up your game.
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